lot of thing happened for me, not even single warning and bang, it hits so hard to the point i feel like i want to give up on life. what happened so far :
- lost 4+ years of hardwork and source of income due to small mistake
- money stuck in certain platform and they no guarantee it will be back after 6 months
- ghosted by “close friends”. realized most of them don’t care when i am at lowest
- staying in hotel and Aircon brokes two days before i checkout, and not even single compensation given
- i still highly depends on medication just to able to sleep, doctor doesnt seem to have empathy
- i have CTS (Carpal tunnel syndrome) for years and i still cannot regain my full strength back.
- my career stuck in low income level, and its hard to get new job these days
- still regularly going to hospital at least 2-3 times a week, to the point i get tired of it already
people say life is blessing, but for me life is suffering, all bad things always happened, i am not even allowed to be happy anymore.
thanks for sharing your experiences, yeah i think i will try to follow your examples since in the end, life is so unpredictable and cruel at same time so might as well do something instead of nothing.