This and not this at the same time.
Definitely don’t go so far that you only use drugs and alcohol to cope. Speaking from experience the pain and anxiety just grows and festers unfortunately. I took up weed as a vice to keep these exact thoughts from plaguing my existence: “How could the people who taught me empathy and love believe that CEOs are the minority; and victims of the greedy poor while they’re sitting on stacks of money.”
It doesn’t make sense how their logic got so twisted… but then it does.
Like my parents would confiscate my phone and my laptop and comb through my texts and search history to dig for proof I was sinning behind their backs (Key logger gang wya?) ≈ Similarly, the Patriot Act passed 2 years after I was born it robbed individuals of their freedom to online privacy.
Seems like my parents were actually the deep state all along (and my dependence on weed is justified imo)
My parents are happy I got a divorce from my husband because we are two men and their bible says thats a sin (we had other problems like he cheated on me)
Yeah I use jellyseerr with jellyfin and they work great together