I don’t know how old we all were, but I joined some kids older than me watch Resident Evil. It was okay until the laser corridor scene. Haunted me for years.

There are many other movie scenes of that nature that stuck with me. Guy getting eaten by shark. Guy losing a leg in rescue attempt. Guy getting violently whacked by piece of cable. Guy losing his hand by confronting his father. Except for the last one I do not recall any of these movies titles or overall story lol

This seems to hurt you so much. I am not sure if you are worried about your hard work not being appreciated or being stolen by AI - either way, when you feel hopeless to the point of suicidal ideation please reach out for help.

I too am a little worried about my future as a creative, but I know that our work will find appreciation. I know that I am not forced to put it all online, accessible to AI. We have agency in the distribution of our work. I wish you the best.